Nobunaga stares at the hand hollowly for a minute.
Why?
What if he fucks up? Won't he?
He doesn't want to.
Just takes Klaus' hand, and then tugs him in for a hug.
"I don't think he knows." A lot of things. How Nobunaga literally didn't have friends before Crichton. "I went too far. He's... gay marriage was illegal in America right? Why? But I forgot. That it could have scared him. I pushed him too much. But I don't know what to do about it. It's just another thing I've fucked up, again."
Speaking of scared though... Nobunaga is terrified. What if he fucks up with Klaus? Or already did with Crichton? He should push them away? But on the ship, how could he? And he doesn't want to.
He's just going to sit on the floor in a ball now.
"I used to trust Nobuyuki. He was the last one I ever thought I'd trust. Do I trust Teyrey?" He's trying very hard not to have a panic attack right now. "We couldn't have been friends, right?" Or else he wouldn't have gone to war against him?
"I can't remember if Oichi ever said she loved me. I hope not. Or that's worse." Okay, a slight panic attack. He's okay. Not really. Breathing. Even if he can't stop the racing thoughts.
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Why?
What if he fucks up? Won't he?
He doesn't want to.
Just takes Klaus' hand, and then tugs him in for a hug.
"I don't think he knows." A lot of things. How Nobunaga literally didn't have friends before Crichton. "I went too far. He's... gay marriage was illegal in America right? Why? But I forgot. That it could have scared him. I pushed him too much. But I don't know what to do about it. It's just another thing I've fucked up, again."
Speaking of scared though... Nobunaga is terrified. What if he fucks up with Klaus? Or already did with Crichton? He should push them away? But on the ship, how could he? And he doesn't want to.
He's just going to sit on the floor in a ball now.
"I used to trust Nobuyuki. He was the last one I ever thought I'd trust. Do I trust Teyrey?" He's trying very hard not to have a panic attack right now. "We couldn't have been friends, right?" Or else he wouldn't have gone to war against him?
"I can't remember if Oichi ever said she loved me. I hope not. Or that's worse." Okay, a slight panic attack. He's okay. Not really. Breathing. Even if he can't stop the racing thoughts.