“Sometimes it’s hard not to feel sad for people you care about when they go through hard things and act like they aren’t as upset about them as they probably are.” A frown. “And I mean that you wanted better for everyone, Nobunaga.” He frowns even more, nearly swatting him himself. “You can be mean all you want, but I still love you and care about your emotional well being. Same as Crichton. So I guess you better get used to it.”
Take that!
“I’m always gonna be worried about that version of me. We’ve been through a lot. Who knows what is gonna happen and you know my family and I aren’t very good at like…functional family dynamics. There’s a chance we’ll fuck each other over and…” Well, who even knows what will happen?
As for the rest… “Sometimes I just get sad when people think highly of me and want good things for me cause I don’t know how to want good things for myself. I’m not used to people giving a shit and it makes me happy and sad at the same time and sometimes I’m just a traumatized idiot in my trauma and I’m not sure I’m sorry for my emotions or how I feel.” They press their face against Nobunaga’s neck. “Stop being so angry about it. I’m fine. Mostly. I’m just…you know…a mess.”
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Take that!
“I’m always gonna be worried about that version of me. We’ve been through a lot. Who knows what is gonna happen and you know my family and I aren’t very good at like…functional family dynamics. There’s a chance we’ll fuck each other over and…” Well, who even knows what will happen?
As for the rest… “Sometimes I just get sad when people think highly of me and want good things for me cause I don’t know how to want good things for myself. I’m not used to people giving a shit and it makes me happy and sad at the same time and sometimes I’m just a traumatized idiot in my trauma and I’m not sure I’m sorry for my emotions or how I feel.” They press their face against Nobunaga’s neck. “Stop being so angry about it. I’m fine. Mostly. I’m just…you know…a mess.”