Yeah, I mean... in a fight it's different, when it's me or them, but I can't be judge and jury for something like that. I... I mean, I bought into it at the time, I think, but like- ugh.

[ And she does still wonder about it. It does still plague her mind sometimes. A story like that sort of has to, digging into her thoughts like brambles. ]

I squared things with her a while back hoping it would get her to leave me alone, and it did, but I'm wondering if that was the right decision. If she's using polite bullshit like you said. I mean, I don't give a fuck what she or anyone thinks of me, it would just suck.