"I don't think he wanted to fuck Blackbeard specifically," just to clarify. "And no telling Sharky."
Nobunaga's eyes widen immensely at Klaus wanting to protect him, and even more at being willing to be a weapon. He softens completely at the words, the profession, and all of it. Klaus once said Nobunaga was incapable of small emotions, and that's definitely true now! He glomps Klaus in a giant hug, the worry of being a spiky razorblade vanishing like smoke, just needing to hug Klaus -- though it probably topples them backwards in the chair to the floor.
Damn that's overwhelming. He still doesn't want to meet people on their own grounds. That's how you die. That's the exactly wrong strategy. That's the antithesis of Sun Tzu. But if Klaus can be a weapon to protect Nobunaga, then Nobunaga can learn to think of things in other terms than just war, right? Maybe?
There's so damn much! So so so much.
Lean into the part that wants to be liked? That's the most terrifying thing he's ever heard! It's almost hysterical. He wonders if the Captain is a little like this too. If Nobunaga's attempts to show others how to defeat the Captain by using himself as a prototype blueprint applies here too, or if it is worth it, even if it does not.
He won't be scared though. Because with Klaus, Nobunaga feels like there's nothing he can't do safely. Make friends, be a good friend, be safe.
He blushes furiously about Klaus loving the parts that are Kipposhi, and Nobunaga, and the past, and everything. Even though Nobunaga feels the same way, in ABUNDANCE about Klaus, down to the Number 4 and everything, it's weird to have it returned somehow.
Be better for himself?
A deep breath, still hugging Klaus like he's the only bit of gravity keeping Nobunaga from spinning off into space where even the gods couldn't find him.
"I don't want to save this for later, because I don't think I'll be strong enough to come back to it."
There was still a lot to unpackage!
"What made you change your mind? To be a weapon, for you. Not under my control or anything else? Can I still polish you?" The smile is nothing short of demonic, making sure Klaus knew exactly what Nobunaga was implying, even though it's pretty obvious.
"I don't really think you've done that many bad things, but I think I know what you mean." Just snuggles into Klaus' chest, giant lion kitty and all. This is fine. "I won't be scared. I'm not scared when you're with me. I don't want to kill anymore, but I will if I have to, but you're my sheathe. Always protecting me from everything, and ready to say it's enough now. I'll--" shit bright red. "Try to be as strong as you..." Don't look at him! Nobunaga is looking far far away!!! So blushy!
Does it matter if he's hurting from being seen poorly? What matters is what he does with it, right? And it's easier to lean into --
That's like the Captain, wasn't it? The whole using negative emotions instead of the positive ones because it's easier. "Ahhhhh this is what I get for loving an ex-cult leader!" But Nobunaga just snuggles into Klaus' chest all over again anyway, gently rubbing the top of his head to Klaus' neck and chin. Because it was like what Kennyo warned Nobunaga: not to freeze over his heart, or cultivate hate and sorrow from others. A weary sigh! "A world of sorrow and using hate is the one weapon I won't use. Other than you." This time he boops Klaus' nose in revenge! "Unless you want me to. But that's more you just using yourself," a nod!
And a huff! "It sounds like a lot. And I don't know that I can just do it right away. Be the kind of man you want me to be, but..." tsun tsun glance away and blushing again! "I won't give up, and I won't be scared. Because if you're here with me, then I'm safe, the rest doesn't matter."
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Nobunaga's eyes widen immensely at Klaus wanting to protect him, and even more at being willing to be a weapon. He softens completely at the words, the profession, and all of it. Klaus once said Nobunaga was incapable of small emotions, and that's definitely true now! He glomps Klaus in a giant hug, the worry of being a spiky razorblade vanishing like smoke, just needing to hug Klaus -- though it probably topples them backwards in the chair to the floor.
Damn that's overwhelming. He still doesn't want to meet people on their own grounds. That's how you die. That's the exactly wrong strategy. That's the antithesis of Sun Tzu. But if Klaus can be a weapon to protect Nobunaga, then Nobunaga can learn to think of things in other terms than just war, right? Maybe?
There's so damn much! So so so much.
Lean into the part that wants to be liked? That's the most terrifying thing he's ever heard! It's almost hysterical. He wonders if the Captain is a little like this too. If Nobunaga's attempts to show others how to defeat the Captain by using himself as a prototype blueprint applies here too, or if it is worth it, even if it does not.
He won't be scared though. Because with Klaus, Nobunaga feels like there's nothing he can't do safely. Make friends, be a good friend, be safe.
He blushes furiously about Klaus loving the parts that are Kipposhi, and Nobunaga, and the past, and everything. Even though Nobunaga feels the same way, in ABUNDANCE about Klaus, down to the Number 4 and everything, it's weird to have it returned somehow.
Be better for himself?
A deep breath, still hugging Klaus like he's the only bit of gravity keeping Nobunaga from spinning off into space where even the gods couldn't find him.
"I don't want to save this for later, because I don't think I'll be strong enough to come back to it."
There was still a lot to unpackage!
"What made you change your mind? To be a weapon, for you. Not under my control or anything else? Can I still polish you?" The smile is nothing short of demonic, making sure Klaus knew exactly what Nobunaga was implying, even though it's pretty obvious.
"I don't really think you've done that many bad things, but I think I know what you mean." Just snuggles into Klaus' chest, giant lion kitty and all. This is fine. "I won't be scared. I'm not scared when you're with me. I don't want to kill anymore, but I will if I have to, but you're my sheathe. Always protecting me from everything, and ready to say it's enough now. I'll--" shit bright red. "Try to be as strong as you..." Don't look at him! Nobunaga is looking far far away!!! So blushy!
Does it matter if he's hurting from being seen poorly? What matters is what he does with it, right? And it's easier to lean into --
That's like the Captain, wasn't it? The whole using negative emotions instead of the positive ones because it's easier. "Ahhhhh this is what I get for loving an ex-cult leader!" But Nobunaga just snuggles into Klaus' chest all over again anyway, gently rubbing the top of his head to Klaus' neck and chin. Because it was like what Kennyo warned Nobunaga: not to freeze over his heart, or cultivate hate and sorrow from others. A weary sigh! "A world of sorrow and using hate is the one weapon I won't use. Other than you." This time he boops Klaus' nose in revenge! "Unless you want me to. But that's more you just using yourself," a nod!
And a huff! "It sounds like a lot. And I don't know that I can just do it right away. Be the kind of man you want me to be, but..." tsun tsun glance away and blushing again! "I won't give up, and I won't be scared. Because if you're here with me, then I'm safe, the rest doesn't matter."