Whaaaa? Dude must be always in fucking pain if emotions hurt him. Cuz doesn't the Captain need those to feed the ship and all that? What a shitty trade off on being able to turn people into weapons.

Been told my whole life to suck it up and crying is for weak losers so. You know.. got twenty-seven years of hearing that to unlearn. It's ... sorta working. Kinda.

It'll get better when your brain isn't vibrating in your skull and bouncing off the walls. It's just freaked out and angry right now. It'll get over it. Just sucks for a while.