See, but I can still see it in my mind's eye. Ugh. I have too many voices taking up space in my brain now any time I go to say mean things...about myself. And that's just...a lot. [But maybe it's helpful? Probably. It at least makes them sit and think about it for a moment before they say it or flinch ahead of time. Depends on the day.] Well, dad's always going to be a prick. Ugh. Some emotions are fine, but then there's other ones and I wish I could set emotions on fire without setting myself on fire, but who knows? Maybe setting myself on fire would like help? [A pause while he thinks about that.] Okay, no. No, it would not.