She snorts softly, nudging Erin back. "If we could have it now then that'd be fine, petal, just like it's fine here. Ain't like we don't know who I had my eye on. Hell, you didn't get to see it, but Johnny, Bastrop and Ducky were working out somethin' before Johnny and me ended up here. I want—"

She worries her lip between her teeth for a moment and then sighs, taking another sip from her glass.

"I want the good parts of here and home at once. Ain't gonna happen, I know that. But Christ, if I could take you home, take the folks we care about home... I would. And I s'pose that's selfish of me, folks have elsewhere they wanna be but— ain't like it matters." Not when going home like that is impossible.