"Ugh. Don't do that. There's no excuses. You know how long it took me to accept that? Nearly two decades. Amount of people I hurt or killed, some monsters some just— petty criminals? I don't think I could count them all. Don't think I remember all their names. Then here..." Daisy snorts derisively at her own expense, shaking her head. "Doesn't matter that Calvin changed everything, doesn't matter that the Hunt had me, that was still me. So— don't."
She buries her face in both her hands and breathes. Listen to the quiet.
"I made the choice to not be. Like that. Anymore. But it doesn't change that I was. It doesn't make me good. That's just fact."
cw: references to police brutality/serial killer bullshit
"Ugh. Don't do that. There's no excuses. You know how long it took me to accept that? Nearly two decades. Amount of people I hurt or killed, some monsters some just— petty criminals? I don't think I could count them all. Don't think I remember all their names. Then here..." Daisy snorts derisively at her own expense, shaking her head. "Doesn't matter that Calvin changed everything, doesn't matter that the Hunt had me, that was still me. So— don't."
She buries her face in both her hands and breathes. Listen to the quiet.
"I made the choice to not be. Like that. Anymore. But it doesn't change that I was. It doesn't make me good. That's just fact."