"It's the sort of thing that brings out the best and the worst in us, doesn't it. Some of us maybe know how to compromise on our morals, justify it as necessary within the bigger picture. But I'm not so sure everyone's quite willing to see killing as anything but outright murder. Yet he made excuses for me, though he barely watched at all. That I didn't have a choice."

It makes her worry, that people are straining to see good in her that isn't really there, simply because... what, she's pretty? Because she's always wearing the heavy weight of sadness and they feel sorry for her? And that one day they'll realize the truth and instead look at her with disgust.