"Just... back home, I was on track to start my life over and leave all that behind. Be normal for once, as much as somebody like me can be. And now we're going to be, what, pitted against a bunch of Trolley Problems and it's going to be increasingly obvious that I'm some sort of... psycho."
Ava glances down. "I know me. I'm going to fuck up in unforgivable ways, and the people I care for most are going to be the ones that suffer for it."
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"Just... back home, I was on track to start my life over and leave all that behind. Be normal for once, as much as somebody like me can be. And now we're going to be, what, pitted against a bunch of Trolley Problems and it's going to be increasingly obvious that I'm some sort of... psycho."
Ava glances down. "I know me. I'm going to fuck up in unforgivable ways, and the people I care for most are going to be the ones that suffer for it."