"Yeah... it kind of does." It's been hard for Rich to admit as much, for fear of looking like a charity case, but from one crazy person to another, it's a little easier to say he feels upset about the way it turned out. "Wish someone would have listened to me before I got here, but y'know."

He smiles a little gently, trying not to push. "I get it's not easy. Believe me, I ran away from him first time we met because I was sure he'd think I was a basketcase. Talking about garbage that's private is hard enough without it being stuff we're sure we're gonna be judged for."