[she may not be saying it but there's a quirk to her mouth that gives away the thought.] Meanwhile we're collecting an entire menagerie of plushes... we're eventually going to be crowded out of our own room.

[she's afraid that others might use the information somehow to sabotage or blackmail or compromise them all. to have her fate tied so closely to the Captain's eventual freedom and survival. it's a fragile thing, and probably why the Captain doesn't quite view it as good enough. it isn't a cure, doesn't allow her complete autonomy. but. selfishly it's the future she wanted anyway, an excuse to stay together.]