('it could be if you would just follow silco's plan.' that's what is dancing along her tongue but refrains for obvious reasons. if he and his firelights could just surrender and comply to silco's vision, then they can have the independence they both wanted. sure, it would mean more deaths but he can't expect for them to reach that goal unscathed.)
Yeah...
(she will just response with a single word and nothing else. again, fighting desperately to add more to that but this isn't the time nor the place. honestly, does it even matter? because in truth, she... doesn't want to go back to zaun or their realm. she would go back to silco but beyond that, what's else is waiting for her there? she's hated by so many and many wish to have her captive or dead.
and what she hadn't told ekko nor anyone else that when she did "return home" briefly to be "up to speed", jinx had no memory of her time on the boat or any of the crewmates. she tossed up the idea that maybe she was just far too busy with what was going on with zaun, the gemstone, and everything else to think of it. but... with how important fio is to her and venti, at the time, she would had thought of them at least once.)
(but she didn't. which got her thinking if they do somehow return home, would it be as if this whole experience would had never happen? everything they've been through, the friendships, the relationships...it wouldn't matter.)
(jinx stops dancing which it is good timing because the song ended too with something very upbeat. and the loudness of the song did snap her a little out of her spiraling thoughts of anguish. she lifts her head over to the boombox and then over to ekko. ah, ... what now?)
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Yeah...
(she will just response with a single word and nothing else. again, fighting desperately to add more to that but this isn't the time nor the place. honestly, does it even matter? because in truth, she... doesn't want to go back to zaun or their realm. she would go back to silco but beyond that, what's else is waiting for her there? she's hated by so many and many wish to have her captive or dead.
and what she hadn't told ekko nor anyone else that when she did "return home" briefly to be "up to speed", jinx had no memory of her time on the boat or any of the crewmates. she tossed up the idea that maybe she was just far too busy with what was going on with zaun, the gemstone, and everything else to think of it. but... with how important fio is to her and venti, at the time, she would had thought of them at least once.)
(but she didn't. which got her thinking if they do somehow return home, would it be as if this whole experience would had never happen? everything they've been through, the friendships, the relationships...it wouldn't matter.)
(jinx stops dancing which it is good timing because the song ended too with something very upbeat. and the loudness of the song did snap her a little out of her spiraling thoughts of anguish. she lifts her head over to the boombox and then over to ekko. ah, ... what now?)