how has it come to pass that cannibalizing evil became acceptable in her book? clarke has kept no accurate metric on how she's changed since waking up on the serena eterna; there'd been no one from her home world to (judge) keep her in check, and an absolute feral survivalist nature had set in. her mind had expanded, everything had suddenly seemed possible. and yet she'd sat floundering, still painfully human and inept in the shadows of eldritch beings, immortals, gods, sorcerers, and the like. for which she'd somehow come to compensate with — )
...he makes me violent.
( which is to say, she gets it. at least the instinctual drive to destroy something in front of her, even if clarke would inevitably leave the body unmaimed. )
Talking to him feels like talking in circles, I never walk away feeling like I've gotten anything useful. And it's ( killing her. slowly. a personal anguish he probably thrives off of. ) really frustrating. You've probably got the right idea, avoiding him. I swear, I've never felt so useless in my life...
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how has it come to pass that cannibalizing evil became acceptable in her book? clarke has kept no accurate metric on how she's changed since waking up on the serena eterna; there'd been no one from her home world to (judge) keep her in check, and an absolute feral survivalist nature had set in. her mind had expanded, everything had suddenly seemed possible. and yet she'd sat floundering, still painfully human and inept in the shadows of eldritch beings, immortals, gods, sorcerers, and the like. for which she'd somehow come to compensate with — )
...he makes me violent.
( which is to say, she gets it. at least the instinctual drive to destroy something in front of her, even if clarke would inevitably leave the body unmaimed. )
Talking to him feels like talking in circles, I never walk away feeling like I've gotten anything useful. And it's ( killing her. slowly. a personal anguish he probably thrives off of. ) really frustrating. You've probably got the right idea, avoiding him. I swear, I've never felt so useless in my life...