"We were supposed to hide it. If he found out that other people were, uh, catching on, I... mmmh." He rubs his arm.
"Maybe he was always going to, but I. Shouldn't have just lead you straight into him like that."
However funny 2's hideous bathrobe and glass of milk was, nothing was worth getting them inadvertently hospitalized. Nothing changes the fact that the one leading them there was Phil, with Phil's thought processes and Phil's instincts and Phil's love. He has to live with that forever and remember it every single time he looks at them. (Because--because if he thinks hard enough that he really had more control than he actually did, then maybe something could've been done about it. If he'd just been smarter and less desperate. If he'd taken the time to think straight instead of feeling the dogs nipping at his heels, then even if it still happened maybe they could've gotten off easier. If. If.)
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"Maybe he was always going to, but I. Shouldn't have just lead you straight into him like that."
However funny 2's hideous bathrobe and glass of milk was, nothing was worth getting them inadvertently hospitalized. Nothing changes the fact that the one leading them there was Phil, with Phil's thought processes and Phil's instincts and Phil's love. He has to live with that forever and remember it every single time he looks at them. (Because--because if he thinks hard enough that he really had more control than he actually did, then maybe something could've been done about it. If he'd just been smarter and less desperate. If he'd taken the time to think straight instead of feeling the dogs nipping at his heels, then even if it still happened maybe they could've gotten off easier. If. If.)