(she seems to grow a little calmer as he speaks; attentively listening to his words while peeking up to him from her hold of his hand. but then she quickly darts her gaze elsewhere while biting her lip anxiously.)

I-I dunno, Barbatos. — What if I just disappoint you or everyone again? Turn on all of you? You heard the Enforcer, I'm a monster...

Which I always knew I was just... I dunno, thought maybe if I just pretended I wasn't hard enough I would stop being so...different.