Natsuno gives him a flat stare. How can anything he said can possibly imply he's content here?

"I just got a knife to the head because the used-up souls of my predecessors got angry. Two months ago, my best friend bled to death in my arms and I knew she'd be back the next day to suffer all over again. I'd let this reality collapse and kill me for good if the captain also goes down with it. Does that answer your question?"