Darcy laughs, and it feels a little mean. She herself probably would've taken the out if it were closer to the start, when just being aboard felt like an injustice she couldn't stand for a moment longer. But in the way that you can't remember what it's like not to know something, she couldn't imagine doing it now.

"What did he even want anyway? Just like, 'bluh bluh stop having a crew on my ship' or something?"