But I'm a fighter, Dylan! I've been a weapon for years and I should had been on top of this.
(she pulls her legs up on the couch carefully as she links her arms around them; holding them close.)
It's this place. It's gotten me... weak. Gettin' to know people and livin' so comfortably sorta. Feelin'... normal when I know that I'm not. 'Cuz that's just a recipe for disaster waitin' to happen to go on every day pretending to be what I'm not.
(a beat.)
I just need to stop gettin' distracted and focus only on trainin' and nothing else. And maybe then I won't be so... useless.
no subject
(she pulls her legs up on the couch carefully as she links her arms around them; holding them close.)
It's this place. It's gotten me... weak. Gettin' to know people and livin' so comfortably sorta. Feelin'... normal when I know that I'm not. 'Cuz that's just a recipe for disaster waitin' to happen to go on every day pretending to be what I'm not.
(a beat.)
I just need to stop gettin' distracted and focus only on trainin' and nothing else. And maybe then I won't be so... useless.