( can a verse bring up awful memories that pull at her own heart? it could, rather it can, but she can no longer cry when that's not the predicament she's no longer in. yet, it's a feeling she knows all too well— )

Which part confuses you, from what I can tell there's a myriad of emotions through every line.

( pollux comes to stand next to natsuno so she can get a better look at the sentence, i'm so sorry because their shoulders will be touching briefly. )

Loss, pain, and regret.