[He doesn't need to think about it this time. The battle royale was already for nothing, slaughter for the sake of slaughter. If it turned out that it was all some - elaborate illusion or prank, that the people he's grown to care about and mourned for never really existed...
Natsuno doesn't want to think about it. "Awful" sums it up.]
But in the end, didn't he get what he wanted? The younger brother was some part of himself he wanted to get rid of, right? He was conflicted about it, but eventually he admits he hated the hill. He wanted to leave it.
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[He doesn't need to think about it this time. The battle royale was already for nothing, slaughter for the sake of slaughter. If it turned out that it was all some - elaborate illusion or prank, that the people he's grown to care about and mourned for never really existed...
Natsuno doesn't want to think about it. "Awful" sums it up.]
But in the end, didn't he get what he wanted? The younger brother was some part of himself he wanted to get rid of, right? He was conflicted about it, but eventually he admits he hated the hill. He wanted to leave it.