"Because killing him isn't the way out of here. There's so many fucking other ways to help, and you haven't asked what else needs to be fucking done."

Once again, she feels the need to make apologies to people for what she was like when she first arrived.

"They don't. Not here. People here are the fucking worst. They never leave you alone, no matter how hard you hit or how much of an asshole you are. You're never alone. And it fucking sucks, but that's life here. I was a bitch back home and I'm a bitch here, and now I have people who care about me, and you're just not that fucking special that it won't happen to you too."