( own it, you owe them that — you have to be alive to continue loathing the hypocrisy. so hate it, live with that, and deal with it. )
If you can't decide you matter, I'll do it for you. You do.
( and then her fingers start to slowly unfurl from their death grip on his shirt. and the proximity of grabbing at his front dissolves into another shove, but it's half hearted at best. then silence. then — )
...I love you, Natsuno. But I'm so fucking angry with you, right now I don't want to look at your face.
( find her tomorrow. or let her find you. right now, she's finally taking a step back towards the door. )
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( own it, you owe them that — you have to be alive to continue loathing the hypocrisy. so hate it, live with that, and deal with it. )
If you can't decide you matter, I'll do it for you. You do.
( and then her fingers start to slowly unfurl from their death grip on his shirt. and the proximity of grabbing at his front dissolves into another shove, but it's half hearted at best. then silence. then — )
...I love you, Natsuno. But I'm so fucking angry with you, right now I don't want to look at your face.
( find her tomorrow. or let her find you. right now, she's finally taking a step back towards the door. )