He finishes his drink, already rising to make another one. Gesturing a little wildly as he makes his way behind the bar.
"I spent a good two years trying so bally hard to be human, trying to turn myself into something Acceptable, and I nearly even succeeded. People mostly stopped looking at me like I was going to upend their lives just by existing, and it was fine." He pulls down a bottle of vodka and triple sec, but has to go hunting for the third bottle he wants. It's okay though, he's still talking. "But then for all my trouble I found myself here. And you know what that taught me? Nothing fucking matters. Nothing matters except what you want and what makes you happy. To hell with what other people think."
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He finishes his drink, already rising to make another one. Gesturing a little wildly as he makes his way behind the bar.
"I spent a good two years trying so bally hard to be human, trying to turn myself into something Acceptable, and I nearly even succeeded. People mostly stopped looking at me like I was going to upend their lives just by existing, and it was fine." He pulls down a bottle of vodka and triple sec, but has to go hunting for the third bottle he wants. It's okay though, he's still talking. "But then for all my trouble I found myself here. And you know what that taught me? Nothing fucking matters. Nothing matters except what you want and what makes you happy. To hell with what other people think."