( but it's too late, he already vanished -- leaving her to just stand there alone. what... what just happened? everything was going great, wasn't it? they were laughing and smiling just a few moments ago. although her mind is ridiculously foggy, she desperately tries to think back on where things slipped up.
'every time she comes, something goes wrong. she jinx us every job!' )
No...
( no, she jinxed this, didn't she? she thought being on this ship, she finally left that curse behind. but it only just found its way back; she can never shake from it. no matter where she is, no matter who she's with, she will just —
'because you're a jinx!' )
Why do I always have to ruin everything...?
( and now he's gone. she lost him. the light died out and is now left in the dark again. it was dumb of her to think she could be happy, to have friends, to have anything good. she was born to lose. and she should get that through her thick skull already. she should had stayed alone, distant from everything and everyone.
with a quivering breath, jinx finally walks off the dance floor and to the doors of rischie; leaving her own party. where will she go? what will she do now? who knows and who cares? )
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( but it's too late, he already vanished -- leaving her to just stand there alone. what... what just happened? everything was going great, wasn't it? they were laughing and smiling just a few moments ago. although her mind is ridiculously foggy, she desperately tries to think back on where things slipped up.
'every time she comes, something goes wrong. she jinx us every job!' )
No...
( no, she jinxed this, didn't she? she thought being on this ship, she finally left that curse behind. but it only just found its way back; she can never shake from it. no matter where she is, no matter who she's with, she will just —
'because you're a jinx!' )
Why do I always have to ruin everything...?
( and now he's gone. she lost him. the light died out and is now left in the dark again. it was dumb of her to think she could be happy, to have friends, to have anything good. she was born to lose. and she should get that through her thick skull already. she should had stayed alone, distant from everything and everyone.
with a quivering breath, jinx finally walks off the dance floor and to the doors of rischie; leaving her own party. where will she go? what will she do now? who knows and who cares? )