( don't rub it in, the fact that others have suffered and she hasn't even managed to goad him into a tête-à-tête is not so slowly eating her alive. what is she supposed to do with herself without something to sink her teeth into, an enemy to face, pr a threat to survival to tackle head on.
what is she supposed to do with herself.
...apparently neatly compartmentalize the panic of treading water just to stave off an inevitable drowning. take a deep breath, keep going, and at least in this moment — forget to feel horrible about (making a friend) roping her friend into another risky endeavor with little payout. so sure, they're going to go to the pool deck and play cards. and she's going to seek that numb relief of the alcohol in her system, even if disappointment has really harshed her vibe. )
I've had a bit of practice, and I won't go easy on you. So if you're still up for it —
( a loose sweeping gesture with the hand clutching the deck of cards — let's head to the pool deck. )
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what is she supposed to do with herself.
...apparently neatly compartmentalize the panic of treading water just to stave off an inevitable drowning. take a deep breath, keep going, and at least in this moment — forget to feel horrible about (making a friend) roping her friend into another risky endeavor with little payout. so sure, they're going to go to the pool deck and play cards. and she's going to seek that numb relief of the alcohol in her system, even if disappointment has really harshed her vibe. )
I've had a bit of practice, and I won't go easy on you. So if you're still up for it —
( a loose sweeping gesture with the hand clutching the deck of cards — let's head to the pool deck. )