"I'm trying to pretend this is my retirement cruise and I can have all the junk food I want and play in the arcade til 2 am. But I can only really delude myself for so long. This is way better than back home but it isn't... good. And it sucks seeing everyone else so fucking miserable - so many people have things to get back to. Lives to live. And now they can't because they're not that person anymore. That's gotta blow to deal with. I mean, not - destroy the whole fucking ship and everyone on it, sort of sucking, but it's up there." He'd prefer they not sink the ship out of despair since he kinda lives on it.

"I think if Jacob actually ever shows up, I mean real Jacob not," He gestures behind them as they walk, "not this shitty hallucination. If he shows up there's gonna be a line of people waiting to curb stomp him. And I'm gonna love every fucking second of it. Wanna see that asshole choke on his own teeth." He glares, then makes a choked sound, because one of the people who'd want to end him is Sharky. And Sharky apparently isn't here right now.