Not personally. Someone told me there were people... blowing themselves up, in protest, and it didn't do anything. Didn't change anything. That everyone who dies just comes back.
[If not for that, she knows she'd have gotten desperate enough to try it, someday. Maybe she'd have convinced herself it was her damned duty as a Tradeliner not to tolerate all this. But telling the SecUnit that would be revealing far too much, and she doesn't want pity, or cloying concern, or any of the rest of it.]
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Not personally. Someone told me there were people... blowing themselves up, in protest, and it didn't do anything. Didn't change anything. That everyone who dies just comes back.
[If not for that, she knows she'd have gotten desperate enough to try it, someday. Maybe she'd have convinced herself it was her damned duty as a Tradeliner not to tolerate all this. But telling the SecUnit that would be revealing far too much, and she doesn't want pity, or cloying concern, or any of the rest of it.]