Maeve nods. “I was not there. If I was, I would have fought to get back to everyone much harder.” Because like hell she was gonna sit back and let someone else auto pilot her body while she was still in it.

The other part is…harder to grapple with. “It may not have been me, but I still have to suffer the consequences of it.” She lets out a long sigh. “I wish I could rip whoever it was apart. But even that is denied to me.” They are in the Nothing though. That may be more suffering than any unkindness she’d do to them.