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not_the_last (Cassandra de Rolo) ([personal profile] not_the_last) wrote in [community profile] come_sailaway2023-09-11 12:48 pm

wake me up when September ends [OTA + closed prompts]

Who: Cassandra de Rolo, OTA + closed prompts
When: September
Where: Around the Serena Eterna
What: Flowers and their curious effects
Warnings: Game-typical angst; further content warnings in headers as they come up. The prompts below are occurring in no particular order over the course of the month.

1. summer has come and passed; the innocent can never last

Vivid purple-blue and yellow pansies nod at her from where they've twined up the banister along the stairwell, almost brushing her shoulder as she hurries by.

Later -- well, Cassandra isn't in large crowds very often these days, is she? But someone at the buffet on this particular morning may overhear the murmur you don't need more than one slice; someone in just the right part of the Promenade a little later may overhear there's a clear path to the stairwell if he comes this way; someone passing by Sundries in the next five minutes may overhear still need to talk to Valdis about the gun.

2. ring out the bells again, like we did when spring began

In a corner of the library there's a spreading cluster of the tiny white flowers of baby's breath, looking sweet and harmless.

On a comfortable chair not very far from that point is a pile of cloth that might, on closer study, resolve itself into a dark grey skirt, a white blouse, a blue and grey patterned waistcoat, and a leather belt with a bag attached on one side and a sheathed rapier on the other. The pile is oddly arranged, as though the person wearing the clothes had vanished from inside them while still sitting there; as though to support this image, a pair of sturdy brown boots is on the floor in front of the chair.

On top of the pile is a two-inch-tall Cassandra, bundled in in the stiff and voluminous folds of a dainty silk handkerchief, struggling to press buttons on a phone that is now bigger than she is.

(The screen currently reads ERIN ITS CA)

[Note: this prompt is not closed to Erin! Anyone is welcome to happen upon tiny Cass while she's trying to text.]

3. drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are [closed to Phil]

A patch of poppies has sprung up on the rooftop that's one of the Serena's highest points, where few can climb. With the number of passengers that can fly, that's less a guarantee than it might be, but Cassandra still seeks solitude up there every so often -- and today, that means she falls asleep there, with vivid red petals pooled around her dark head.

In the dream she's twelve again, lined up with her brothers and sisters in their finery, excited about the visiting strangers and the welcome feast that's about to begin.

4. seven years have gone so fast

Wildcard! If you want to talk to Cassandra at a point where she is not affected by flower nonsense, feel free. Message me here or on discord if you'd like an individual prompt.
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-12 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
The feint works. Phil grunts as he’s slashed in the leg and then Anders slips out of range before he can react; and before he can even attempt to catch up, the man’s already healed himself. Fuck. God, he loathes magic. He’s never going to get him at this rate. Maybe if he flew, but these corridors would never accommodate that.

He has to turn back. It’ll be far more productive that way.

He goes staggering down the hall. ”Traitor!” he wails, again and again, utterly incandescent with rage and alarm. ”Anders is a traitor!”
Edited 2023-10-12 07:13 (UTC)
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-15 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Phil pushes past, forces his way into the hall. "My Lord, my Lady, Anders has betrayed us, he--"

And so nearby is the Lady Briarwood, and like the hand over his mouth and the knife in his back, he remembers the ice that burst open his chest.

"--let them in," he gasps, breathless. And then picking up his volume again: "He's let them in! The Briarwoods and their soldiers!"
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-17 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
He crosses in front of Cassandra immediately, sword drawn defensively to defend against any possible retaliation--here, the openly bleeding wound across his leg must be evident, surely the Lady can see it from here--

"Anders let in the Briarwood soldiers! They'll kill us!" he shouts again, and then turns to find the first man who ever spoke to him here. "Captain Holbrook, please!"
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-23 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Well.

Now they simply have to believe him, won't they.

"Go," he says to Cassandra, and with one wing-beat sends himself up towards the high table where he puts himself and his blade as much between the Briarwoods and the de Rolos--especially the children--as he can. What else can he possibly do?
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-29 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Noise and chaos cascades across the room. Phil does not flinch. Phil looks, for all purposes, utterly unsurprised; this is the first time he’s been up at the table during all this, and he has none of the grace he earns from having done this no less than a hundred times, but there’s no surprise, and in fact he seems to find his footing in the rhythm of it.

Cassandra’s approach is startling though, but only for a shred of a second; at more or less the same time Phil feints towards the Lord Briarwood before he swings for the Lady. (It’s become so easy to die.)
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cw suicide reference & ideation

[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-30 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Pain layers on pain layers on nausea layers on pain. It's just everywhere, a mire he lies in, so it isn't until he tries to move and all of his wing nerves try to shoot themselves that he notices that anything's been done.

His mouth is dry and metallic-tasting. Phil just lies there as he tries to shore up the strength to even so much as sit up, which is a much more difficult task when you have two massive, wounded limbs of dead weight dragging behind your back, there's something in his wings, there's something in his fucking wings and the clank of metal means chains they, well, okay, that's expected actually. But it still sucks. Familiarity with pain (and the dream rings potently with his familiarity) doesn't make it suck any less.

Lying on stone did nothing for his joints either. It's a Herculean effort to drag himself to sitting, which he does mostly by slowly rolling over and then pushing off of the floor (hands only chained together and not to a wall, count your blessings). Phil reaches out with his senses. Tries to see what his hearing can pick up.

This is new.

He hopes this is the same day, but something tells him it's not. But it's not over. It can't be over. This can't be where they're let out, where their stop is. Maybe he has to die for it to roll back.

Don't panic, Phil. All you have to do is die.

... His talons are blunt.

Better look for something to sharpen them on.

"Look at you, Connors," he rasps to the air. "Moving up in the world. Big step up from a two-cop jail."
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-10-30 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
The kids. Oh, the kids. He wishes he could see them and maybe it's a blessing that he can't. To the air again, hushed and quick: "I can hear the heartbeats of mice in the snow. As long as you're louder than that, I'll hear you." It's a one-way street, but it's a street nonetheless, of no magic whatsoever.

And then he turns to wherever he'd heard Cassandra, grimacing as he does when his long, limp wings are jostled to drag along the stone ground. (She can see it then: the clinking manacles flashing in the dim light, the section of feathers ripped out to make room for their clasp, and the dark blood that stains the ones that remain.)

"My lady," he whispers back, grinning. "Some real five-star service you've got down here, I gotta say. Suppose it's too much to ask if the coffee is free?"
Edited 2023-10-30 05:21 (UTC)
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-11-02 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
The thin shell of derisive humor that protects the last threads of his stability butts up against Cassandra’s desperation, jagged and painful and so so raw. Does she remember? Can she? Even in the midst of—this, all of this, the dance that Phil dances is colored with a sense of endurance and grim confidence though the song has changed, but Cassandra is new to it, on top of the repetition of the worst instance of her life. Maybe she doesn’t remember that they have another shot, but even if she did, who could fault her for breaking anyway? Look at where they’ve ended up.

But if he knows anything about a cycle, it’s that it doesn’t give you a choice. Time whispers, do it again.

”Hey, hey, hey, shhh,” he whispers back, inching closer, trying not to grit his teeth. “I’m sorry, sweetheart, I’m sorry, it’s my fault—but we’re not done here, okay? It’s not over.”
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-11-03 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
“We will, I promise, just give it time. There’s a clock ticking somewhere. A loop is all patience—”

It’s a promise he can’t be confident in, but what else is there to do?

And then— “They’re coming. I—I’m sorry. If they do anything to me, don’t be afraid, I won’t be afraid.” And another oh-so gentle lie, but more of a truth than it should be: “There’s nothing they can do to me I haven’t felt before.”
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cw suicide implication, self immolation, emeto ref

[personal profile] goodweather 2023-11-03 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes so much for him not to gag. The last time he smelled that was—

(the dream blinks) (it’s funny, he didn’t think you’d feel dehydrated but it makes sense) (maybe if he goes slow this time) (fuck this, he’s not doing it more than twice)

— was

he
pushes down the urge to retch (not in front of the kids not when there’s already) and retreats from the bars, clinking as he goes, his breath coming out white.
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-11-13 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
No, god, no. He has to end this right now. No more. His talons are--blunt, too blunt, but right outside his door are two heavily armed men, and maybe they can do him a favor.

Phil spent over forty years pissing everybody off. Time to see if he's still got it.

They want fear. He won't give it to them.

"For what," he grumbles from the back of his cell, "the Whitestone Little League? I gotta say, this doesn't feel like tryouts."
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[personal profile] goodweather 2023-11-22 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
(If only he could tell her how sorry he is for what he's about to do.)

He shifts a bit in his cell ow ow ow ow, chains clinking, doing his very best impression of sudden repressed panic. Anticipation makes a good mimic. "Oh sure, put me in, coach. I've got a--I've got a mean track record in taking credit for doing the bare minimum."

He'll save the real wheedling for Anders. They're calling him "the Professor," god, myeh myeh myeh myeh. What was his first name? Byron?

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