(as things begin to go underway, the more jinx starts to second guess this. maybe there's a better way of doing this. maybe she should had spoke with ekko the fact she had shimmer on board and who knows? maybe she can really convince him to not get rid of the serum and find another method to get this in her system.
as her anxiety flares, she turns her gaze to max but in mid-waiting to protest this, jinx goes stone cold silent as singed has a quick hold of her arm. pink eyes widen in sheer fear, she is already thrashing to try to get away.)
NO! — Nonononono...!
(and then she feels it -- rapid fire swim through her popping veins -- they pulse with its purple glow and her eyes shock violently to match its color. jinx buries her head down into the pillow to scream in pure agony; kicking wildly. with her doing so, the cushion flies off her lap so she just resorts to pulling her legs close and bites sharply into one of her knees.
'STOP! Please!!! Make it stop, make it stop, make it stop! God, please! No more, no more, no more, no more! Please kill me, this hurts!'
her teeth is so deeply sink into her knee, jinx breaks her own skin as the taste of copper hits her tongue. her tears are flowing so rapidly down her cheeks but strangely as she feels this horrifying pain, she also feels strength returning. the sensation spikes right to her temples -- a chill tickles up and down her spine. her head is spinning with so many voices overlapping; haunting giggles along with the dead reminder her of her failures.)
(and then soon after once all the serum is empty from its needle, jinx lets go of herself with a sharp tilt back of her head -- swallowing a large about of air to fill up her lungs. the purple of her eyes switches into pink and her veins no longer throb as they settle back to normal. and after a few seconds, she practically slumps. her muscles no longer tensing with her head hang low -- panting deeply. despite exhausted, she feels so... light; invincible? either way, she needs... a moment before doing anything.)
cw: panic attack, hallucinations, blood, & wishing for death
as her anxiety flares, she turns her gaze to max but in mid-waiting to protest this, jinx goes stone cold silent as singed has a quick hold of her arm. pink eyes widen in sheer fear, she is already thrashing to try to get away.)
NO! — Nonononono...!
(and then she feels it -- rapid fire swim through her popping veins -- they pulse with its purple glow and her eyes shock violently to match its color. jinx buries her head down into the pillow to scream in pure agony; kicking wildly. with her doing so, the cushion flies off her lap so she just resorts to pulling her legs close and bites sharply into one of her knees.
'STOP! Please!!! Make it stop, make it stop, make it stop! God, please! No more, no more, no more, no more! Please kill me, this hurts!'
her teeth is so deeply sink into her knee, jinx breaks her own skin as the taste of copper hits her tongue. her tears are flowing so rapidly down her cheeks but strangely as she feels this horrifying pain, she also feels strength returning. the sensation spikes right to her temples -- a chill tickles up and down her spine. her head is spinning with so many voices overlapping; haunting giggles along with the dead reminder her of her failures.)
(and then soon after once all the serum is empty from its needle, jinx lets go of herself with a sharp tilt back of her head -- swallowing a large about of air to fill up her lungs. the purple of her eyes switches into pink and her veins no longer throb as they settle back to normal. and after a few seconds, she practically slumps. her muscles no longer tensing with her head hang low -- panting deeply. despite exhausted, she feels so... light; invincible? either way, she needs... a moment before doing anything.)