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Deputy Pratt ([personal profile] theweakhavepurpose) wrote in [community profile] come_sailaway2022-07-05 02:19 pm

[Open July Log]

Who: Deputy Pratt and YOU!
What: Pratt got his first regain and it's a doozy. Also still has no idea he's just telling the truth all the time.
Where: Buffet, Laundromat, around the Deck
When: Throughout July
Warnings: Standard Pratt warnings apply (cannibalism, murder, starvation, cults, etc) but now with Jacob warnings too! (Brainwashing, torture, skinning people). Important!! There's a very real chance he'll attack anyone who talks to him in the third prompt on the deck, so be aware.



Pratt got a notice that he had an item at the Sundries shop and was kind of stoked about it. Sweet, first present from back home. He swings by on his way to third breakfast, but as soon as he picks the thing up there's that sudden pang of trepidation. It's a rectangular box, looks pretty normal and what's in it is pretty obviously clothing from the weight and the sound it makes when he shakes it but.....

Oh that's interesting. Go ahead Peaches, open it.

1. Buffet

He doesn't open it. Not right then anyway, instead he takes it with him to the buffet grabbing himself some grub to fortify him against the growing dread seeping into the pit of his stomach. However; mashed potatoes can only do so much, and eventually he does, actually have to open it and see what it is.

You already know what it is.

Sliding his fingers through the tape on the box he lifts the lid off and stares. The look on his face almost like he might have just unboxed a human head, but it's just a jacket. An Army jacket with the name J. Seed on the chest. A plain, normal jacket that he recoils from so violently he spills his soda everywhere along with the remains of a bowl of pasta as he almost falls on the ground in his haste to get away.

Weird reaction since other than the fact the jacket reeks of blood and human entrails, it doesn't seem that bad?


2. Laundromat

As soon as he recovers from his shock at what's in the box, he grabs the jacket and fucking bolts out of the buffet to the one place he knows no one goes that often: the Laundromat. He stands in the middle of the room, amber lights flickering, signs cheerfully reminding him to balance his load, holding the jacket in both hands and looking right on the verge of either crying or punching something.

Go ahead then, put it on.

"Shut up!" It's not clear who he's talking to since he's in there alone, but then he suddenly throws the jacket at the wall, not very effective since the heavy canvas just flutters to the ground in a heap.

He stands there watching it, eyeing it like it might be a rabid dog waiting to attack him.

Eventually he does pick it back up, rubbing his fingers along the bloodstains, the holes around frayed patches on the sleeves. Standing there in the laundromat about to have a full on panic attack over a jacket.

3. The Deck
Pratt should have taken the time that he was in the laundry room to actually wash this new item of clothing that smells like it's been in a slaughterhouse for years. Because it has been. Unfortunately Pratt didn't think about it. And is now not thinking about anything because he is just... walking in circles around the deck.

Wearing his new 'gift' from back home he's been walking the length of the ship and back for probably hours now. The way he moves, his stance, is different than his normal 'cop on duty' pose he usually has, but it's pretty obvious this is some sort of a patrol. What for, and why, is anyone's guess.

4. End of the Month Wildcard

Well, Pratt has stabbed and been stabbed, and eventually got himself murdered. Apparently that's what he needed to put the pause on his spiraling breakdown. Sure he's still wearing the jacket, but he washed it. Several times.

Pratt is trying to reintegrate into society and aggressively pretend he's not a traumatized psychopath that could snap at any moment.

As always he can be found at the Buffet or the Dining Room since this guy is practically always eating. He's also hanging out near the Pool with comically large glasses of shaved ice. He doesn't look like he belongs at the pool since he's still wearing his police boots, the army jacket and pants. But look, he's trying. The shirt has an oversized foliage print, that counts right?
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-11 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
"The only crazy thing you said is that." Because darling you're surrounded by crazy.

But that's her kind of science project. Ava giggles. "That's because everything is a simulation. Like the Matrix," Ava tells him, with too much confidence for having absolutely no idea what the fuck is the nature of whatever is going on. Because she refuses to accept MAGIC as the answer. "At least that's my coping method. We all lie to ourselves about the purpose of life, or what comes after, and how the world works in order to fit ourselves into it properly. So if it makes you feel better to imagine yourself as Neo or something..."
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-11 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Magic makes infinitely more sense when it's just programmed into the system.

"Live your truth. I couldn't take the pressure of being some chosen one main character either. Too many people depending on you, watching your every move, judging. More freedom when you're just in the background."
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-12 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh plenty of us have died on camera. It was rather dramatic. I cried right over there," she points to the corner. "Because I had convinced myself I wasn't going to be a mindless killer anymore, thought that by escaping SHIELD I could be somebody new. Wanted to honor Janet's mercy in sparing me, prove that I deserved it. And then there I was, failing to save the kids I promised to protect, taking two more lives and then my own. Not quite how I wanted things to go. But then my best friend brought me bread, and because I'm a background character nobody cared that much to question me about any of it. There's something freeing in that."
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-13 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
She wishes there had been any indication that the rest of their conversation up til this point has been a lie she fell for, so that this too might not be true. It's more horrific a death than she imagined for him, but even moreso that he thinks anyone might have found it funny. Ava swallows heavily, shakes her head.

"If anyone laughed at such a thing, that's because they're sick. In a way there's no cure for," she tells him. At least her own kills tended to be swift.

"I..." she reaches out hesitantly, wishes she was somehow somebody better suited to comfort. It's so hard to know what to do or say when the damage is already done. A hug feels like the wrong move, despite how badly she wants to even as he continues on about npcs and helicopters. Yet she goes for one anyone, already expecting to be pushed away.
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-13 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Ava retreats a few steps back, had anticipated the rejection and doesn't allow herself to take it personality. Not when even Sharky apparently hadn't been allowed to comfort him either. This isn't about her, after all. But she is at a loss.

"I generally don't like cops," Ava admits with a light attempt at humor in her tone. "But you seem like an okay person. Not somebody that deserved that. And I know stuff like that doesn't just... go away just because it's over either."

She crosses her arms over her chest, worried.
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-15 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
Fuck the cops or fuck the cops huh. "It would be slightly hypocritical of me to condemn all law enforcement, considering I used to work for SHIELD. And my boyfriend is cop-adjacent. I'm sure you have other positive qualities."

She rubs at her brow, imagining just about anyone else would be able to give better advice than her in this moment. "A few weeks isn't that much time, I can't imagine anyone ever fully recovering from something like that. But yeah. Ice cream is probably a good start, focusing on the little things you can enjoy."
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[personal profile] decohere 2022-07-15 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"More like somebody was trying really hard to name it after Rogers, everyone loves fallen war heroes. And then they went and made a SWORD..." Ava rolls her eyes. Working for SWORD probably would have been way more fun, honestly. "And nobody makes Coulson jokes, guy went down fighting Loki so they treat him like some sort of saint. Wouldn't be surprised if they'd put up some statue of him, if SHIELD hadn't gotten exposed."

Mostly she's just trying to fill the air with something a bit less heavy, let Pratt feel slightly less under scrutiny. "Nothing wrong with the laundry room, if you want to stay here for awhile. I like that it's a bit... you know, closed in. Easy to monitor. Get all the dryers going at once and the sound can be a bit soothing. Especially if you stuff them full of those scented sheets."

She takes a glance at the timer on her own wash. "I'll be back in about... 40 minutes. And if you're still here, I'll take you to ice cream. And if you're not, then I'll hope for the best. How's that?"