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Palamedes Sextus ([personal profile] hellonspectacles) wrote in [community profile] come_sailaway2022-09-03 02:27 pm

Anyone can learn to fight. Hardly anyone learns to think. [Open + Closed]

Who: Palamedes and you! (closed prompt for Clarke)
What: Pre-Setepmber 16 catch all, feat. necromancy research + moral arguments.
Where: Sand Dollars, Cabin 105, out and about
When: late August/early September
Warnings ETA: Gideon the Ninth spoilers within, particularly in any threads regarding Pal's notes!



1. Truth unvarnished, and truth unclean [Closed: for Clarke]

As Palamedes walks to Clarke’s cabin, he can feel his adrenaline spike and his body reduce its blood flow to his digestive track.

In other words, he has butterflies in his stomach.

Pal tells himself that this silly physiological reaction is merely a result of concern over his friend’s wellbeing. A few days have passed since their near-death experience at the hands of a zombie horde, and Pal has spent much of that time dead asleep from exhaustion. Now that he has fully returned to the waking world, he sets about doing his doctorly duty to check on his friends injuries. He starts with Clarke because he hadn’t had the chance to examine her before they had parted. She’d brushed him off, and he’d let her, and he needs to make sure that that was the right call.

Are there other reasons he is going to see her? Sure, yes, maybe. But he would much rather stick to the practicalities for now. After all, Palamedes has far more experience with those than he does with matters of the heart.


2. Hold on to that edge, and keep holding. [Semi-open: for anyone who has expressed interest in necromancy or figuring out the Captain's Whole Deal]

Each carefully-wrapped gift appears innocent enough, but Palamedes knows by now not to be placated. He had picked them up from Sundries the day before, and now they each sit on his desk in his cabin while he stares at them, trying to guess what wonder or horror might wait inside. Four are clearly books; another is a jar; the last an annoyingly nondescript box.

Merely looking at them reveals nothing, of course—x-ray vision is not among Pal’s many skills—and he finally gives up on hypothesizing and tears the wrapping off the damn things. The first package he opens is one of the books, Applied Spirit Microchemistry, and he smiles with wary relief. Well, that will be useful. His relief only grows: each book is a primer on some aspect of necromancy, and the jar contains a conductive gel known to improve psychometric abilities.

But the last box is where things get really interesting. Pal unwraps it, lifts the lid, and murmurs, “Hot damn.”

Immediately, he takes out his phone and sends a text to a handful of select friends.

Good morning!

Yesterday I received a box of notes related to a pre- Serena Eterna research project of mine. I believe they may be relevant to our current predicament, and I would greatly appreciate a consultation. If interested, please stop by Cabin 105 at your earliest convenience.

PS


[ooc: have you had a conversation with Pal about either necromancy or the Captain? You're getting a text!]


3. An afterlife subscription to Palamedes Sextus’ Top Nerd Facts [Open to all]

The packages are useful for reasons that go beyond his search to learn more about the Captain and free the ship’s passengers from bondage—they have a more immediate application as well. Over the past few weeks, Palamedes has spoken to a number of people who have expressed interest in learning necromantic theory. Each request thrills him, for the only non-necromancer he has ever known to show such interest is Camilla Hect.

He has begun to share the basics with a select group of people already, but now he has the textbooks to help him along. Camped out at Sand Dollars, the books laid open on the table, he busily sketches lesson plans in his notebook, periodically looking up to refer to one of the texts or turn a page.

His box of notes—photographs, in fact, showing the walls of a small room covered in necromantic theorems—also sits on the table. While not exactly basic necromancy, his research on lyctorhood is now rarely far from his mind.


4. Use that big, muscular brain of yours [Wildcard]

[Got another prompt you want to throw into the mix? Go for it!]
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-09-24 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
Unsure if she was expecting argument or acquiescence, but it was one of the two. The first gave leave to slip off the handle and continue biting at each other with carefully measured jaw pressure, but fighting all the same — which had been familiar before, and become oddly comfortable in her time on the ship. The former more like permission, because once they were in agreement, she could crowd forward and maybe hug his head to her stomach; he looks as tired as she feels, and the gap between them is not a pleasant one — morally and physically. Instead she gets the friend/ally version of a peace-talk proposal. It's the most constructive route, yet still catches by surprise when her spine's still ramrod straight and teeth still set like one braces for a blow to the face.

The best Clarke can immediately give is... a small correction.

"It's also solar powered." In regard to the Rover and gasoline. There'd been solar panels along the siding, and last she'd seen they'd been splattered in gore and cracked from zombie impact, but it's a sticking point. Not everyone can resist dipping their toes in tangents, but like beguiled corpse she reigns in the renewable energy discussion. Neither mattered in the grand scheme. No, instead Pal's offering what feels like a level ground, carved out flat amidst a series of what could have been deep crevasses that swallow people and their high horses whole. A better and easier place to meet, an offer to learn — and maybe to agree.

And that's decidedly enough. He won't look at her for long, and the best way to fix that is take the few steps it takes to crowd into his space, and sink onto both knees between his feet at the wheels of the desk chair.

"Okay." Clarke will concede first, then. Though every concession she gives comes with fragile, break in case of emergency strings attached. Both her elbows take up his own recently vacated spots on this thighs. And she dips her head, trying to get under his gaze and drag stone grey eyes back to her face by sheer force of (beseeching) will. Look at me, in unspoken terms. Palamedes Sextus clasps his hands together in composure, and in opposition Clarke Griffin holds both of hers palm up and open in the small space between them.

Let's do that.

"Then let's discuss variables."

Let's learn.
Edited 2022-09-24 10:05 (UTC)
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-09-25 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's purposeful. And practiced not once, not twice, but thrice before — at the very least. But never without the earnest and honest intent behind kneeling in front of someone she wants to build bridges with, instead of burn them to ashes. It's different here; she's not begging Bellamy not to go to war, she's not in a throne room hoping this gesture is enough to save everyone she loves, and she's not offering to act as a failed god's war hammer. It's the same flurry of measured attrition, but still on uneven footing and not knowing how it'll end. Handcuffs, rebellion, winged regrets...

But Pal just presses his palm to her cheek, slides down to feel the rhythmic thumpwoosh of blood thrumming through her jugular vein. And that'd be weird from a lot of people, but eeks out the ghost of a smile because it's him, and that just fits. It isn't... a happy smile; not bright and unencumbered like the last time he'd had her heartbeat beneath fingertips, but it's something. An attempt, a start, at the very least a sign of agreement.

Then down to take her hands in turn, and at least with palm against palm and her fingers curling to squeeze his, Palamedes can't properly feel the way her pulse spikes at the mention of wards drawn out for her.

"Yeah." The closest paper is still the notebook on the coffee table, already half-full of rendered sigils she'd stolen. Clarke purposefully doesn't acknowledge it, and nods her chin towards the desk behind them instead. "I've got pens and notebooks in the drawers. Help yourself."
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-09-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
(Hey Pal, how does it feel to be stronger than a god?)

Sometimes moments play at a tortoise speed, and sometimes it's a blink of an eye and done. The brush of a kiss at her temple is the latter, almost akin to being shot in the same spot for how brief a touch it is, how unexpected it is in the wake of an argument, and for how effectively it roots her in place. Clarke can't even think to strain her neck and try to chase that brief spell of gentle affection into a carnal corner, and hasn't managed to move off her knees by the time Palamedes returns with pen and paper. Just settles her hands in her lap and ignores the jarringly dark (you don't flush normally when every drop of your body is pitch black) coloration that stains up her throat, around her jaw, and to the base of her ears.

Weird. Grossly intimate. Do it again.

Any verbal response is arrested in her throat though, and they're quickly moving on to lessons in blood sigils and wards. And that's what she'd wanted, right? So smother any additional distraction, lean in to look at his sketches on lined notebook paper, and banish the thought. By this point, Clarke's been staring so long and hard at the sigils she'd amassed through (theft) research, that lines and whorls and circles and arrows start reading like a second language. Watching Pal draw out dimensional shapes instantly clicks with their foundational meaning — a line here meant to symbolize a barrier, this one more like a tripwire trap, and where she can't quite parse out the difference between living human and beguiling corpse in his artistry, she's intent on learning.

There's not a lot of questions on Clarke's side until the end. She's opening her mouth to ask — "How many layers can you put on a ward?"

But Pal's casting a sidelong glance at the coffee table and — oh god dammit. Where she'd previously thought the pages immaculately obscured and the covered closed, from this side of the table she can see a few stray, untethered pages sticking out. Most notably the one with a detailed recreation of the charm/curse Rita Mordio had gotten from beneath the bridge door in their very first month on board. That, at least, isn't the most incriminating evidence. And it's actually the only one she's yet to crack, so — upon recognition, Clarke reaches over to gently tug the piece of paper loose.

"This is one of the Captain's. Actually, the only one I know he uses, so we at least know it works here. Or should — I still haven't figured out what it means. So how do we go about testing it?"
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-02 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
A slight chill of apprehension crawls up her spine, an anxiety beast with talons at the end of it's feet that dig between each vertebrae and almost set her to shivering. It has been a tightly held secret that Clarke's been experimenting with sigil magic at all, thus far only Skulduggery Pleasant being privy to the fact seeing as he'd walked in on her. She fears reprimand and lecture at best, and at worst someone trying to strongarm her into stopping when it feels like the best possible thing to attempt, in a vain effort of leveling the playing field. Looking at every person she's called friend, and all the others she'd consider an enemy, it feels like a distinct disadvantage to be painfully, utterly human on this ship. Waterproofing a notebook all those weeks back had felt like a lifeline in a sea of inadequacy, and losing that...

But before Clarke can get too far ahead of herself in that regard, it better registers that Pal's suggesting they try this together, meaning he can't disprove too much to the idea... And also doesn't know about the other sigils, or her past attempts. Doesn't need to know about how much time she's spent poring over geometrical rough drafts of sigils that took the building blocks of Ebalons, meshed them with a mirror surface like Skulduggery's, and would be drawn in blood like Pal's once she felt more confident.

So after a bite of hesitation, she offers:

"I've tried it before. But I think I keep messing up the little symbols in the outer ring. Will you help me make sure I get it right this time?"
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-07 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
A girl he likes who's still on her knees asking for help with steady, prolonged eye contact — though it's fair to register that the clouding of her eyes constantly shifts from guarded to curious, to eager, to something hard and indeterminant, then back to guarded, and finally settled on intrigued and committed. Asking for help is hard, and another extension of trust as much as it's instructional means to an end.

Also, a girl very ready to do blood magic with him.

Intention rings true to past teachings, but Clarke's glossing over that with a simple, steadfast nod.

"Let's start with this one." The big one, the one that's had her stumped and him taking off his glasses to squint at in fascination. "Then there's scalpels and gauze in the bottom drawer."
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-10 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
Smaller wards are great, and very informative, especially coming with her own personal teacher to explain what each and every single one of them meant. But that does detract some of the mystery, and as much as Pal gravitates towards deducing answers, Clarke leans towards surmounting the previous impossible — all in the name of science and knowledge, of course.

He gives his list, and it serves as a starting pistol cap in a horse race. Suddenly, finally, she's up off the ground and digging through the contents of her room like one only can when intimately familiar with the chaotic landscape they've cultivated themselves. Over to her stores of necessities by the window and back with a bottle of antiseptic, into the bathroom to collect two errand teacup saucers that have just been living in there (giving each a rinse in the sink before hand, of course) and a towel just in case. These are unceremoniously dumped into Pal's hands so he can appraise and approve. Then to her desk, pulling out three brand new, capped scalpels and a fresh notebook.

At the coffee table proper, she's clearing things off with haste (the notebook with all her other sigils is placed on the floor and covertly shoved beneath the couch) before ripping piece after piece of paper from the composition book and layering them over top of each other across the entire length.

Let's do blood art, baby~
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-13 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
Clarke follows the direction to pick up a pencil and sketch the ward well enough. It's actually a fabulous idea, and contrary to her quiet thought that the sigils had to be pure blood with nothing like graphite intervening. Here she'd been spending careful hours glancing between her notebooks and the bloodied masterpieces in front of her, hunched with concentration on every minor detail until her back ached. This? Right here? Is going to be so much easier going forward...

There's a brief — I am relaxed — rebuke in return to those admonishments, and her hand cramps by the end because that'd been an absolute lie. But then they're there, with two mysterious magic symbols sketched out on paper and ready to wet them with lifeblood and intent. Clarke goes for the back of her hand again, cutting a thin two-inch rivet from between two knuckles and down towards her wrist, and instantly rewarded with a welling pool of black dripping across the back of her hand.

Super casually and conversationally, like they're not holding their hands above coffee mugs and simultaneously bleeding two steady, very different colored streams of hemoglobin.

"That's your mother, right? Do you always call her by title and name?"
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-14 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
What's better: not knowing if you ever see your mother again, or knowing the inevitable last time you'll see her face is when you're shoving her out of an airlock? Trick hypothetical, they're both awful, torturous experiences and it's no real competition.

Un-cut hand out to accept the strip of gauze, and busying herself winding it into a general sort of pressure bandage around her palm, the casual conversation continues to be laced with an idle sort of curiosity. The familial structure of the Ark is a pretty strict, cut and dry nuclear (apocalypse) family archetype, and in imagining a space-bound society functioning any other way... well, there's always follow up questions.

"So... how does that work? Who raises you?"
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-16 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
If she thinks hard enough on it, that's an easy picture to paint. The easiest ways to draw parallels is to imagine similar facets implemented in her own world, so like — what if the Skybox hadn't been a prison block, but dorms. What if there'd been no division based on class or what station you were born in; what if the work on board the Ark was so uniform and based on opportunity instead of nepotism. Yes, anyone could have elected to work in medical, but not everyone got to haunt around in their mothers shadow from the age of eight onward... Funny, the things about your past you have to consider when faced with upfront examples of how life could have possibly been made to work better.

But his world had 10,000 years to reach this acceptable stasis, right? The Ark barely managed 97. Still, it doesn't strike her as a bad way to live.

In concert with Palamedes dipping his finger into his blood, Clarke does so too. Just a little, like wetting the very tips of a paintbrush and certain she could always go back for more. And she starts to trace the pencil outlines on the paper when he shares that anecdote about his father and she has to stop and gape at him. One person Clarke loves more than her mom was her dad. And that story has her heart swelling in her chest. She can picture it, and in her minds eye paints his father to look a lot like he does, one hand soothing a baby in its bed and the other with a laser pointed directed at a dropdown screen, and —

"That's so, so cute, Pal."

Like, can't stand how cute that is. Like every ounce of her capacity to appreciate nice things is pushed into those so's. Like, bites her lip to resist making stupid, squealing aw sounds, then quickly looks back down at her paper, diligent student and not at all hot for teacher. Back to drawing shapes in her own blood.

"And she must have been right, you're not a bad instructor at all."
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-19 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
Sass? In this economy? Offensive! Or rather, she's passingly offended with an undercurrent of good-natured humor. "I was a very cute baby, excuse you —"

Later this month, when she's standing on a beach talking to Diana Abel about I like a boy, but we fight a lot and the other woman counters with something to the effect of but you get over those fights and make up, right? it's going to be exceptionally difficult not to look back on this entire last hour and think: oh shit, yeah we do.

But that's later. Right now is blood sigil time, and she takes his instruction under heavy advisement. Intent — it always seems to come back to intent, and pain for those not naturally equipped with magical prowess. So as Clarke traces her pre-drawn sigil she hones in on the slight burn of the cut on the back of her hand, and considers sound in all it's form. As vibrations spinning through the air, as silence, as amplification; as a detriment, and a benefit; as loud, as in deafening. As a torment, as a blessing; as music, as a factor of everyday human life.

And more concisely once Palamedes mentions it, about the lack there of. Quiet is so seldomly comfortable, but it's not a bad thing either.

Steadfastly bent over the coffee table until she finishes the last line of bloody fingerpainting. It probably takes her longer to complete than him, unpracticed and hyper fixated on getting every part right this time. But eventually Clarke sits back on her heels and looks at Pal expectantly for next direction. Do they press their palms into the middle of the drying sigil now? Speak some incantation? Close their eyes and hope this doesn't blow up in their faces?
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-25 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
This seems overly complicated when previously she'd just had to dump a glass of water on her notebook and swear at her sigil, but — a diligent student who realizes they shouldn't have any reason to argue, Clarke stands when bid and walks the few steps to stand near the porthole window of her room. She waits for Pal to collect himself and be ready by the door, and at his cue they walk.

And walk.

And walk.

And encounter absolutely no barrier, to the point Clarke's over by the door at the end, and looking down at the paper in her hands, distinctly unimpressed. "So, did I do something wrong?"

If Palamedes responds, she can't hear him.
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-30 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
She hasn't turned around yet, and isn't summoned to by the sound of his voice because she can't hear it. Now dutifully squinting at her own sigil, Clarke's in hypercritical mode, inspecting each whorl and line for a faint wobble or misplaced symbol along the edge of the whole. But, hadn't he just given her that stern nod of approval; a good job, and leave to attempt it? She's confused, and finally turns to look at Pal with that confusion evident.

"Should we try again?"

That's what she says. And hears echoing in the space between her ears. But ultimately what comes out for others to hear is: nothing.
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[personal profile] skaikru 2022-10-31 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Tragically, comedically, she can't hear enough of the given instruction to proceed in the given fashion. She's squinting at Pal exceptionally hard right now, and watching his mouth instead of his eyes. Thinks she can parse out that he is, indeed talking; tongue moving behind teeth, mouth forming all the correct forms to make real words. She can pick out what looks like her name, and enough to know this isn't some sort of joke, but that's about it.

Clarke tilts her head rather severely, confused and on the brink of a mild panic because this was not what she'd expected. "What did you say? Hello? Pal?" She shouts his name. It's loud inside her head, she'd taken a full breath to expel it.

But again, resounding silence.

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