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Honoria Crabb ([personal profile] pointofhonoria) wrote in [community profile] come_sailaway2022-09-09 02:18 am

Well I'm not sanctified... [OPEN]

Who: Honoria Crabb & You!
What: Various monthly shenanigans
When: First half of September pre-event
Where: Various spots around the ship
Warnings: does a mild existential crisis count
Notes: Feel free to flip me to brackets, I'm fine with either style.


1. There's no love that's come to rescue me [Cabin, Lounge, Library, Tauva]

There's about a week, early in the month, where Crabb can be found sitting doing not her usual scribbling of notes, but writing an honest to god three-page report on a book from her world, Oscar Berrada's final unpublished notes on his last case with Detective Madame Theresa Ferrier—the Nightjar.

It's less about the book itself and more about processing what learning the information in the book means for someone who will never see home again, never get to use that information to help her team. It's unsettling to think about there being a version of her still running around with Ferrier, oblivious to what Ferrier is, apparently, refusing to tell her despite its importance. Hard not to feel a little angry, but that anger has nowhere to go.

Not a totally new feeling, really.

Sometimes, she just sits writing in her cabin. Other times, she can be found sitting around other areas of the ship, with both a proper sized notebook for the long-form writing and a smaller one for scribbles to get her thoughts unstuck. Catch her grumbling to herself, try peer over her shoulder at what she's writing, get caught out by a stray screwed up ball of paper being thrown somewhere...

2. Bend my heart and even break my knees [Calgona]

Writing the report is a good way to clear her head, and wailing on a punching bag is still a good way to get out a combination of restless energy and directionless anger. Sure there's some... weird memories... tied up in it, but Cragen doesn't get to take everything away from her, so.

If someone sturdy-looking enough is around, she might ask, "Don't s'pose you'd mind holding the bag? Not getting the enough resistance right now." Or if she spots someone else after stepping back to wipe her face and drink, just shrug vaguely and say, "Gotta burn energy somehow, yeah."

3. But it's these chains that are defining me [Sand Dollars]

The other thing about accepting she's never going home to the friends she knows is accepting she has to socialise more. Not that she's been a recluse, mind, but Crabb's always been a bit of a workaholic who has more co-workers than friends and though the rest of the Lavender League are very firmly in their own joint category... that's also why she hasn't had to figure out deliberately making more friends before the ship.

(Yes, it's been like five months since she got here, but Johnny's the social butterfly from their world, alright, let her live.)

Right now, her effort to get out there more mostly amounts to grabbing a coffee in Sand Dollars and sitting herself down a sociable distance from the actual counter and doing some mix of polite nods or smiles, depending on if she doesn't know you or does. But look, it's something, alright, at least she hasn't got her head in her notebook for once.

4. Yeah it's these chains that are defining me [Wilcard]

Poke me at [plurk.com profile] bluecitrine or artisticblueteam#5757 in the discord to plan something specific or just throw something at her.
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2. Bend my heart and even break my knees

[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-10 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
The thunk of Erin's boots, the signature herald of her arrival, is preceded by the sharp smell of burning gunpowder. When she slips into the gym it's just a faint haze in the air around her, little sparks of the stuff, but spotting Crabb...well. The little fireworks show is suspiciously like a laugh at Erin's expense. Got a type, do you Peters?

It's at least enough to agree to Crabb's request by taking up the punching bag. For such a slender thing she's remarkably stiff, holding admirably onto the bag with those heavy boots planted on the floor. Erin observes a set, then another, before her voice drifts out in a pause between rounds of punching, musical and lilting.

"There someone's face on this bag, Ms...?" The question has no judgment, but it isn't exactly the compassionate outreach of a big-hearted neighbor. Erin's expression is all focused interest.
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-11 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Mm. I'm Erin. Last name is Peters but I'll thank you and all Creation not to use it. I like my family name well enough but, well. 'Miss Dicks' has a certain ring to it."

Erin takes the moment to step away from the bag and adjust herself; shake down her armor, rattle her pockets, stretch a bit. She observes Crabb with a little tilt to her head, her amorphous cloud of black hair (little wisps singe in the gunpowder, but never seem to burn) fluttering away from her ears. "If I say you sound a bit like Johnny, would you take my meaning? The accent's different obviously, reminds me of...but it's like some root of it split at the same place his did."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-11 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
"...Even on other Earths accents are class markers. Will dark miracles never fucking cease." Erin takes up the bag, holding it steady; she's done this before, she'll do it again. "He greeted me when I arrived. I was...in a bit of a state. I danced my dance with giant piles of gold you can sleep on, didn't end up liking it much in the end, but...well, the man does sell noblesse oblige in a way I can get behind."

A little quirk of her lip, the ghost of a smile. "He in that situation that's all over this bag?"
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-13 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm, back home." Erin says it with a tone of dawning comprehension. "...Shit, I've been prying, haven't I? Sorry Crabb, habits."

Erin claps the bag to show she's ready and leans into it; something has her suspecting that her prying might make these next hits...fun. Fun will be the word we use.

"I'm trying to get to know folks around the joint. See where I fit in."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-14 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"Honestly the implications of it all would have me on the floor screaming if I didn't have long fucking practice being jaded as hell," Erin agrees. "I haven't met some of the people who have been mentioned but just getting hit with 'humanity is not alone, but terms and conditions apply' has been...yyyyeaaaaah."

Erin steps back herself but keeps a hand on the bag, using its weight for a very light lean. That haze of sex and gunpowder around her swirls faintly; a gentle breeze that tousles her cloud of black hair. Her ear twitches, and she turns her head sharply; Crabb recognizes the sound she's reacting to as a normal boat noise, insofar as there is a 'normal boat noise' here on this ship-that-isn't, but from the reaction A. Erin doesn't know that and B. she does not like unexpected noises.

After a moment she relaxes, and her hand leaves the hilt of her saber.

"I'm trying to keep busy," she admits. "I don't suppose you need an extra pair of hands anywhere? Just don't ask me to organize your bookshelves unless your filing system is 'wherever it ends up'."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-15 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mmm. I'm not generally one to turn down a drink with an attractive lass," Erin admits. "...That said it'd have to just be a drink. I was. Busy. Before I got here with no time to cool down between what was going on and uh, this, and my only consolation is I'm pretty sure this isn't the specific extradimensional hellscape I thought it was. I'll take the win but it still sucks."

Erin taps the bag lightly. "You just keeping your hand in or is pugilism your passion?"
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Erin spends a lot of energy trying not to laugh, both out of amusement and out of relief that her casual confession wasn't met by hostility. Still, she can't keep the wry smile off her lips.

She also can't see the way the clouds of gunpowder that follower her around crackle and pop into a series of floating hearts, whose smoke rises faintly before vanishing into nothing.

"Yeah, I dig it," she replies to Crabb's answer. "God only knows that's how I ended up learning how to fight. Well...that and the Summer lasses were hot as hell and I was young and thirsty, but such is life. And it's uh, it's two hellscapes, though one is more like a backyard hellscape. Friendlier...just not safe. Life for my people is a laugh a minute, by which I mean an unending onslaught of madness and terror, but we're alive to bitch about it and I'll take my Ws where I can get 'em."

Erin claps the bag in an unspoken offer: you wanna get back on your mental feet there, lass?
Edited (I am a fool) 2022-09-16 01:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
Erin makes a Face. She'd managed to duck being the introduction to her people back at home for a year and a half, but...she's openly Lost here, this was always gonna be coming. Still.

Then again, the question's been asked in good faith. She takes a deep breath.

"This is gonna be a bit of an explanation," Erin begins. "So I'm gonna pause frequently to make sure you're with me. I wanna open with this: I'm human. I'm not human the same way you're human, or the same way most humans are human, but I'm human. I bleed when you cut me, one day I will age and die, I need to eat and drink and fuck, I've got all the wretched tapestry of human emotions, the whole thing. When I talk about the Lost I need you to keep that in mind. My people aren't your people, but we live in the same house and we've got a lot of the same problems."

Another deep, deep breath. That warm Spring breeze subsides some, getting an early March bite with the teeth of Winter still clinging to it. This looks difficult for her to talk about.

"There is another place, past a vast labyrinthine Hedge that lurks behind every mirror, on the other side of every door, beneath the moon in still ponds, between the branches of arches made from trees. Through the Hedge and its Thorns, at the end of broad and fair roads that promise wonder beyond naming, where time and fate cease their weave because they have been clutched in spidery fingers, are the great Glass Gates, and beyond them is the Fairest of Lands. The things that live there steal humans, and turn them into something more, and less, than they once were. Something like me. Most of us die; even more never make it back home. We die in the Hedge trying to get back, or we escape before we're ready and turn into mad goblin things that haunt the Hedge. The ways There are many, and the ways back home, to the Iron Lands where reason rules, they are few. But some of us make it back, and our masters hunt us like dogs."

She trails off. There's a brief shake of her head, which sends her cloudy hair flying into the burning gunpowder, which snaps and sizzles against it. She's paused.
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," Erin agrees. "But thankfully this place is the wrong kind of wrong. The Fairest of Lands are...places of unreason. The things that rule there are as gods in their place of power, and their whims are its laws. The bit where I can map this boat is a key point against this being there, though not as much as the bit where you're visibly still a normal human. Humanity doesn't...last, there. To survive you have to make certain agreements, and those agreements make you into something like me. The thing you're doing where you're breathing air and it's letting you breathe it is a bit of a clue."

Erin looks like she's trying to decide something. Eventually she taps the bag twice and stances up herself; it's a good stance, tight, conservative. A defensive fighter, at a glance, and from the way she bounces, one used to moving a lot.

"Like I said, not many of us get back. I hope you have a New York City where you're from so I can make a comparison: in a city like New York, having a mere two hundred of us would be a swollen population, indicating that either something has gone deeply wrong, or that some vast change is about to sweep the world. Most of us live in much smaller communities; it might be as few as forty Lost, with seventy or a hundred being fucking insane but not without precedent. There, for most of history, we were hidden from our fellow humans by illusions that created the appearance of normalcy. You would look at me and not see the ears, the tattoos wouldn't be moving, my Mantle that you're seeing and smelling would be absent to you. I'd be human, like you, to all of your senses."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Erin nods to show Crabb that she's got the right idea and then starts moving. She's stronger than she looks, though there's nothing magic to it; just athletic living and lean muscle, which powers careful, snapping punches and surprisingly vicious kicks with those heavy boots.

From the look on her face, she's thinking.

When Erin finally stops to dust off her bare knuckles (scraped from hitting the bag; this is why we wear wraps, people, but her reaction to the faint beadings of blood is just to lick them from her thumb after wiping off) she gestures vaguely. "That illusion was not our choice, even if it was often to our benefit. We couldn't turn it off, couldn't make people believe us about what happened. To the mortal world, we were just...maniacs. Crazy people. Which we are, but still. I'm mad as a fucking hatter and it is not fun at all."

A frustrated hit to the bag. Erin shakes her hand off and licks the knuckle.

"So we were on our own. To stay free, to stay alive, we'd circle up. Bind ourselves as a society with magical agreements that defined citizenship, obligation, governance, that set a territory in which we lived and held some kind of sway. Those territories are Freeholds, and they are typically governed by the Seasonal Courts. Every solstice or equinox, the Lost pass off rulership from one monarch to another, who then sets priorities for its defense, its betterment, and for...healing, after the horror. For trying to live a happy life. In Spring we throw parties, make money, and perform deep contemplation on who we want to be. That's me. In Summer we militarize, hunt our enemies in the Hedge and beyond it, and remember our hatred of the things that did this to us. In Autumn we focus on mystical matters, on spreading the fear of our retribution upon our enemies and on remembering that we have good reasons to be afraid. In Winter we bunker down and hide, store up money and resources, and nurse the deep sorrow of what we have lost. And then the year turns, and it's Spring again. There's a lot of magical reasons it works like that but if we try the deep lore we'll be here until the Captain throws us off this fucking boat."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Erin herself actually looks surprised, but the goblin grin that spreads across her face comes with another smoky show of hearts.

"Got used to training bare knuckle," she explains. "I don't scar when I heal, so I figured it was best to get used to pain. I can wrap up next time...if you want me to."
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-16 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Erin rewards Crabb's deflection with a melodious laugh, and claps the bag before bracing it. That unspoken offer again.

"You've got the idea right about Freeholds," she soothes. "Members join the Courts and are members of them year-round, which informs both how they're choosing to try and heal from... being over There, and also the sorts of jobs they do. A Summer boy might do heavy lifting in Spring, lead secondary combatants from other Courts in Summer, bodyguard a sorcerer in Autumn, and escort deliveries in Winter. So when I say that the Summer lasses had my engine going I mean they were offering training and I was horny and scared enough to take some punches to be there. Absolutely worth it."

A pause, with an 'any questions?'-shaped hole in it.
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[personal profile] crushed_pearls 2022-09-17 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," Erin murmurs. "Sometimes the little match girl on the streets gets dragged beyond the Glass Gates...but usually she just dies. If we're not for her, we're not for ourselves."

Erin claps the bag. "I hope I've been an entertaining distraction. Make good on that drink sometime, yeah? I'd love to hear about your home. I can behave a bit better..."

That goblin smile. "If you ask me to."
Edited (Typo) 2022-09-17 01:26 (UTC)
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3 and also 1? Yes

[personal profile] konpeito_aji 2022-09-11 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Poor Crabb. Even when she's trying to be social, and not buried in a notebook, the normally all-too-social Nobunaga is buried in a multi-tabbed notebook with an array of those glitter gel pens girls in middle school from his future so enjoy. He has no idea of their girly status, and wouldn't care even if he did, proving he's probably very very new to them. Look, they're pretty and sparkly, and flow so much easier than a brush and inkstone, are you kidding him? This is fantastic. There's another plain black notebook he drew a giant red flower on the front of. Very badass.

"How do you spell Terra-Duck-Till? The flying dinosaur." Yeah. Yeah. Important stuff here.

"How is this being transformed even in my head? I'm not complaining, but writing backwards, in these foreign characters is --" he closes the red eyes for a moment thinking of the right word to express himself before settling them open on Crabb with a giant beam: "Amazing!" So there's that. He forgot to say hi. Again.
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[personal profile] konpeito_aji 2022-09-12 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes. I normally can only write in Japanese. I've been studying Roman, and I can read it, but as a Roman language I'm really only familiar with Portuguese, and some Spanish. I was trying to get better at Latin, since it's where those two come from, and the Pope's edicts are all in it."

And he's nearly the only one in his time who can do that, (or even wants to. Literally no one but him cares...) so he's pretty proud of it.

Speaking of which, he notes the difference in the way she says the dinosaur's name. Dack-Till. Terro. He will keep at it!

"The English are a bit busy with their own affairs and divided island in my time. Their King kept beheading his wives after the Pope refused to give him a divorce, and it's making things strained for them. If I had history books, I'd look up how they came to spread their language so much. Especially since I thought the Americas were going to wind up all Spanish."

A cheerful hum and he keeps lining his notebook words in bright glitter gel pens. As you do.

"Oh! I'm Nobunaga Oda, from 1582, Japan." A polite head nod. See? He sort of remembered, eventually.
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[personal profile] konpeito_aji 2022-09-12 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
He instantly makes the connection to Johnny, but keeps it to himself, since not everyone from the same time and place will know each other -- although it has been indicated to him, that on this ship, yes that's more likely. "Which do you prefer-" there's a slight beat as his brain instantly grasps for 50 straws. Princess? Lady? Gentlewoman? It's easier for him to just be rude and obnoxious, but here he is trying to live up to the Demon Kings steal princesses' hearts reputation, and he's completely floundering like a teenager back when he first had to become leader. "Honorable Honoria: may you reign as abundant in wealth as infinite as Windjammer's crab legs." Listen, he had to do it on the fly, he's usually better, but the other problem is, he's still getting a huge feel for what people take for cultural norms and whatnot, give him a break. So maybe he overcompensated, but hopefully it was entertaining, that's what matters.

There's a quiet hum about the Captain, and a wry grin about England as Nobunaga fixes her with his red eyes. "I can tell. I just wish to know how." It wasn't material. Whether he could or couldn't bring it back as information to further the dream, the ambition, the resolve, it was for his own sake. Because he'd spent his whole life dedicated to achieving that dream, throwing every waking second into it, that wasn't going to stop for any so-called vacation.

"I had a theory a long time back," like a decade and a half maybe, so most people probably wouldn't think it was that long for him since he was theoretically 400 years in the past for them, but it was a long time for his life, "That the most stubborn about refusing to change their ways would be able to force the others to cater to them; no matter whether or not it was efficient. Although it's a passing curiosity, I suspect in England's case, with the language, it is the only way that makes sense." Nobunaga nods to himself. "Though I intend to instill even more stubbornness in Japan, the opportunity to test such a theory across centuries was certainly never afforded before."