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be_seeing_you ([personal profile] be_seeing_you) wrote in [community profile] come_sailaway2022-09-18 02:11 pm

Die Another Day [Post-Death Open Post + some closed]

Who: Number 6 & YOU
What: Waking up from death after a sliiiight miscalculation
Where: Cabin 113 + Other places around the ship, just going about his day like nothing happened
When: The day after the beach party
Warnings: discussion and depictions of death, trauma, grief



That was unpleasant.

Pain is the last thing he remembers. Pain, and the distant sounds of screams. One of the voices may have been his. The black abyss they'd tipped into was akin to being swallowed whole in a nightmare. Fittingly, when you die in a nightmare you wake up. So too, does Number 6 awaken again at exactly 6:00 am the next morning, safe in bed. But not safe from the memory of the black and the way it scraped at his mind like a dull cheese grater.

He lies there a moment reorienting himself. Above him, the sight of his familiar cabin roof is both sickening and a comfort. He's alive. He's... unharmed? Why does that fact make him furious? He'd hoped, foolishly, that if he did meet death out there on the water it would be the kind that lasts. It would free him from the fate of being tied forever to the Eterna. No such luck. But if he's here then... Arthur! And young Steve! They must be just waking up as well.

There's no time to wallow in his failure. If he must continue to live here, then he may as well get on with it. He should go see how his fellows are doing. He thought he saw a group of people lingering on the beach after the last call went out. Were they planning their own escape, or was there something else going on? The only way to find out is to get out of here and go see for himself.

Number 6 can be found all around the ship, going about his day like he didn't just fall off the edge of the map like a chump. And, no, he really doesn't want to talk about it, thanks very much. (So definitely bring it up to him, wink.) He kicks off this brand new day with his usual routine of training on the sport's deck. Does he seem like he's hitting that punching bag just a little harder than is necessary?

After training and then a long shower, he'll go down to Sand Dollars to order himself a coffee (yes, you heard that right) and a cake. Today, apparently, he's making an exception about his no sugar rule. He'll stay there for an hour, reading a book with an aura radiating off him that threatens violence to anyone that approaches. (But when has anyone let that stop them?)

Full of caffeine and sugar, he'll spend the next part of the day pacing the decks and the promenade, feeling the need to just move and keep moving. During that time, he will realize with dismay that he knows neither Arthur nor Steve's cabin numbers, so he will either have to ask someone else or wait to find them on his own. Mostly, he's choosing the latter.

He finished the book Clara gave him this morning over his coffee, so once the pacing gets too tiring, he tries popping back into the library to find something else. All he ends up doing is staring at the titles without hardly reading them. He's not really in the mood.

Eventually, he will drag himself to the Windjammer for an evening meal. And sit alone. As one does when trying to avoid talking to anyone about their first death experience. He's got himself an entire plate of bangers and mash but he's mostly just pushing it around his plate. He just keeps seeing the black. Over and over. How is he going to sleep tonight? He supposes he will cross that bridge when he comes to it. Which won't be until well after midnight this time. He's got some more pacing on the deck to do first.

But he's fine. Really. He's fine. There's no need for anyone to talk to him about this. Ever.
chickenchoicejudy: Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen (Come on and get it)

[personal profile] chickenchoicejudy 2022-10-02 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Huh. That went a lot more smoothly than he thought it would? Ryan's...not used to that.]

...Thanks.

[That's also oddly sincere, but he doesn't linger in it for long. He just moves on from there, taking Smith at his word that he doesn't need to worry about it anymore.]

So, how's your pride this morning? And, you know. Everything else.

[Hangover-wise, he means.]
chickenchoicejudy: Art is Dead - Bo Burnham (There's other people)

[personal profile] chickenchoicejudy 2022-10-09 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ryan laughs at first, thinking that he's exaggerating for the sake of conversation. But the he goes on and it becomes very, very apparent that Smith is not joking.

(He should have known better. Smith?? Joking???
]

--Wait, you're serious? You died? Smith! What the...how?? Did you-- oh my god this isn't because I called you forty-five, right?

[In his defense, all he knows is that Smith stormed off after Ryan picked on him and then he wound up dead in the ocean. There aren't many ways those two fact connect together on their own.]
chickenchoicejudy: Scrawny - The Wallows (Take me home to mom)

[personal profile] chickenchoicejudy 2022-10-19 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[In his defense he didn't say it. He just...said that he said it. Totally different.]

Oh.

So like...maybe a stupid question, but what happened? Me and Min-Gi tried to drive away from the diner and everything just sorta...looped back to the diner? Like a cartoon or something. But it didn't...we didn't die.

[It isn't a judgement on Smith, but just...shock that their recklessness could have actually killed them in different circumstances.]
chickenchoicejudy: Art is Dead - Bo Burnham (I must be psychotic)

[personal profile] chickenchoicejudy 2022-10-22 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing? The world just...ended?

[What the fuck.

...Actually, that sums up his sentiments better than anything else he could say in reaction. So after a moment of horrified staring--
]

What the fuck.