[It comes out without thinking. Natsuno pauses for a split second, almost surprised he said it out loud, but once the dam cracked there's no stopping the rest of the flood. It's time for brutally infuriating honesty, Clarke's reaction be damned.]
You didn't need to drive off a cliff when Skulduggery already volunteered. [There's room for only ONE martyr complex between the two of them, so move the FUCK over, Clarke.] If you'd gone through with it, we'd all known and hurt. With Jinx - no one was supposed to know.
[It's a shit explanation, he knows as much, but the words just keep coming, because this is still how he feels deep down - ]
I'm sorry you had to see it. It was stupid of me to count on the captain to always be on time. But maybe I wasn't making it clear -
cw: suicidal ideation
[It comes out without thinking. Natsuno pauses for a split second, almost surprised he said it out loud, but once the dam cracked there's no stopping the rest of the flood. It's time for brutally infuriating honesty, Clarke's reaction be damned.]
You didn't need to drive off a cliff when Skulduggery already volunteered. [There's room for only ONE martyr complex between the two of them, so move the FUCK over, Clarke.] If you'd gone through with it, we'd all known and hurt. With Jinx - no one was supposed to know.
[It's a shit explanation, he knows as much, but the words just keep coming, because this is still how he feels deep down - ]
I'm sorry you had to see it. It was stupid of me to count on the captain to always be on time. But maybe I wasn't making it clear -
my life matters less.