My fuck rations are depleted [October catch-all]

[neverleave]

Who: Natsuno and you
What: Monthly catch-all
When: October
Where: All around
Warnings: Discussion of murder, violence and suicide, will add as needed

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[neverleave]

[A day after. So Ebalon should be back tomorrow. Natsuno does feel bad for Mizuki who suffered an unfortunate coincidence, but it's distant and short lived because, well, fuck Ebalon.

Moving on.]

You're important to me too. [Clinginess, weird thoughts and all.] I can't control whatever makes people disappear, but... I'll mind what I can control. No more stupid stunts.

[mooninthewater]

[ He should probably ask why he did it, what happened, you know… the whole shebang. He doesn't, though. If that means he's going to continue to think that Jinx is still mostly at fault, then that's another hurdle he has to cross, but for right now, he doesn't really care. He's just happy Natsuno didn't actually disappear forever. ]

I… even if you did disappear… [ He frowns, looking at… basically anything that isn't Natsuno. ] I'm not one to be much phased of such a bloody scene like that, but to know it's what's left behind of my friend, and to, at the time, believe he wasn't even coming back…

…

That was way worse than if you had just disappeared.

[neverleave]

[Palamedes already gave him the grisly details, which were further confirmed by Jade. They spared nothing, positively vindictive in how they wanted to make sure Natsuno knew exactly what he made them go through, how much he hurt them.

Mizuki's words don't have the same venom, but it's still awful.]

...I know. I never wanted that. [No one was supposed to know.] I'm sorry you had to see it.