★ SEP. (CATCH ALL); they say i'm dangerous 'cuz i break all the cages.

[opheliac]

Who: jinx & YOU
When: all of september
Where: all throughout the boat
What: things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private. all jinx's top-levels, her phone texting, and her one-on-one will permanently go here for the month.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log.

WEEK 1 (09/01 - 09/03)
█ JINX ➜ 09.01 ➜ TOP-LEVEL

WEEK 2 (09/04 - 09/10)
N/A

WEEK 3 (09/11 - 09/17)
N/A

WEEK 4 (09/18 - 09/24)
█ JINX ➜ 09.18 ➜ TOP-LEVEL (backdated.)

WEEK 5 (09/25 - 09/30)
N/A

code credit to: thisismanx

Comments

[opheliac]

"Kind..."

(a word she lets dance along her tongue for a moment as she shields her hand away from her face. there's a quick glance to pollux then back at their ceiling. again, how did a topic about what book she should read turn to this?)

Haven't you figured out I'm a monster, yet? As a God, I'm sure you're able to tell a person just by lookin' at 'em, right? Make a judgement call.

[nyktifanis]

( had she said the wrong thing? did she get under her skin enough that she feels the need to retaliate? the final request that asks for a judgement call makes pollux frowns as though upset she would ask something so cruel in a blasé manner. )

I do not dictate your life. I offer guidance to the humans that ask for it. Only you can make that call, Jinx.

( as she sees it if jinx is willing to bring their conversation to this point, she finds that she no longer needs her now. she has led her down all sorts of unfamiliar roads, and metaphorically her feet may her from the gravel underneath, but there's a destination meant for her.

she allows one more stroke of her fingers. )

There is no need to make yourself an enemy of me, or anyone else; let alone act as a ferocious beast with your fangs bared. Trust yourself that you won't hurt others, that is the first step.

( her voice lowers, seemingly sad as she looks down at the other. it's evident in how downtrodden she appears that she doesn't think ill of her at all. she wishes to help her, is all. )

Think of these words in my absence, and reflect. It is my parting gift for now, but we will meet again.

[opheliac]

(her intention wasn't to upset her really but that is jinx in a nutshell. always saying or doing things to hurt the other unintentionally. and seeing the hurt in her eyes make her shrink a bit and feel apologetic. she doesn't move away quite yet -- letting pollux stroke her hair a few more times and allowing her to look down at her, too.

'but we will meet again' will they? she feels as if she just screwed everything up again.

'eeeverry time. every time she comes something goes wrong. she jinx us in every job!'

jinx frowns at those words -- once again, echoing in her mind while shutting her eyes to attempt to bat them away. "mylo" will probably hackle her about this whole thing later. he usually does when things go sideways for her. regardless, jinx mumbles a "okay, i will" to pollux before raising up to sit.)

Uhm. Thanks... for listenin' to me. A-And... for the recommendation.

[nyktifanis]

Now, don't give me that look...

( it's the way she says it as though she's seen that expression a thousand times, and the words come overfamiliar to the point that it comes across that she knows jinx personally. she should know better than to cross those lines, but pollux is empathetic towards others, and it's not as though jinx did anything wrong. it's more of a development process, an approach to help her think better, and not worse. )

You do understand that I'm not upset with you.

( the moment that jinx sits, pollux reaches out to grab her hands to give them a gentle squeeze, reassuring her that nothing is out of place nor is her feelings. if anything, she doesn't want to give the wrong impression. especially when jinx feels so vulnerable, the diety doesn't doubt that she's partially blaming herself. )

We are friends, and I will watch over you. And please, once you write the first page, I'd love to read it.

( how does she express that she loves stories about humans, and even the ones written by them. she's more than curious of what tale jinx will spin in due time, and so she puts out her request. as she thinks about it, a smile pulls at her face albeit sheepish. )

Or would that be too soon?

[opheliac]

(so she didn't upset her after all. cool, great. maybe now she can shake the nerves away. and when their hands are together, jinx squeezes right back while listening to her words very attentively. once again, she nods to them as she grows more at ease. she'll still watch over her, thank goodness.

the sheepish manner is rather contagious as a bright rosey color fill over her pale complexion. and quickly, she shakes her head with a tiny smile. )

No, no. Not too soon at all. — I'll... I'll definitely let you read it when I'm done.