★ (CATCH ALL) baby, go ahead, i'll be your hatred and your pain. this is killing us all。

[opheliac]

Who: jinx & YOU
When: all throughout july
Where: all throughout the boat
What: giving this catch all way a try. things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private. all jinx's top-levels, her phone texting, and her one-on-one will permanently go here for the month.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log.

❝i'm a beautiful disaster;a reckoning❞

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WEEK 1 (07/03 - 07/09)
█ NATSUNO ➜ 07.04 ➜ TEXT/PRIVATE.
█ VENTI ➜ 07.06 ➜ TEXT/ACTION.
█ EKKO ➜ 07.06 ➜ TEXT/ACTION.
█ JINX ➜ 07.09 ➜ TOP-LEVEL

WEEK 2 (07/10 - 07/16)
█ EKKO ➜ 07.11 ➜ ACTION.
█ MAXMILEN + VENTI ➜ 07.13 ➜ TEXT/ACTION (CW: DRUG/DRUG USE)

WEEK 3 (07/17 - 07/23)
█ JINX ➜ 07.20 ➜ TOP-LEVEL

WEEK 4 (07/24 - 07/30)
█ EKKO ➜ 07.29➜ ACTION

(07/31)
█ JINX ➜ 07.31 ➜ TOP-LEVEL

coding credit to thisismanx

Comments

[wimdy]

Ehe, Jinx...

You don't have to promise something like that. I don't like holding people to contracts or anything, you know. [ but, it's nice to feel her like this, trying to reassure him. he nuzzles back with a sigh, resting his cheek to hers, eyes going half-closed in trusting proximity to her. this familiarity. ]

I really did mean what I said, if you consider it that's enough for me. I won't demand more than that.

[opheliac]

(she's quiet and still for moment -- simply just taking in this closeness with him. it's truly nice to have him all to herself like this. it irritates her that she has to share him with mizuki but she is thankful he is willing to still give her time regardless being with another.)

For you.

(she says with another rub against his -- a hand idly moving up to one of his braids; fingers lightly flicking it from side to side.)

I won't hurt the Enforcer. But I'll do it only for you...

[wimdy]

[ oh--

that takes him by surprise and it shows. he recalls after all, trying to talk to her and reason with her over giving peace or nonviolence a try after sending out that letter over text, how pessimistic she'd been, how he'd even tried to recruit fio to convince her. and he knows how much she hates caitlyn, how she likely has the right to...

maybe she's just exceptionally woozy still from shimmer.

but, ] I'd appreciate that. [ he moves to gather a bit of blanket, drape it around her shoulders. then move to half-hug her back. ] And... I'll see if I can talk to her too.

You don't have to be friends. You don't even have to not be enemies. Just... there are better things to focus on besides her, all right?

[opheliac]

(this is definitely better. he sounded so disappointed before and now she hopes she made him feel just a little bit relieved; content. jinx is so use to doing whatever she wanted, when she wanted, and how she wanted. and although she will still continue to do those things, she has toys friends now. the request he wants from her is downright ridiculous -- completely absurd, really. but... she cares deeply for his happiness, his comfort. and the very last thing she wants are her toys friends fleeing from her due to conflicts.

and besides, she did harm him which was completely out of line. yes, she does believe only she is allowed to hurt him but only if he charges at her first. but in that case, he did nothing but stood and listened. so it's the least she could do for her ball of light. but —)

Don't get too excited. Only for a week, like you said.

(hopefully, she will remember this tomorrow. if not, he will need to remind her -- surely, he would.)